I'm in a very serious rut. Emotionally, financially, mentally. I'm weighed down by crushing poverty, a psychotic mother that thinks any paycheck or money belongs to her, and it's just tearing me apart, year by year. I need to escape, but I don't know how.
All I know is I can't take another year of my mother's abuse. I hoped an extra year or two would give me time enough to learn enough about programming to be able to take an entry level job somewhere and escape sooner, with something that paid a little higher than minimum wage. But I just can't do it. Two years and I've spent more time suffering panic attacks because of dealing with her shit