rametarin

I uploaded that doofy text file starring that centaur character and it has over one hundred views. What the hell. The only piece with more views than that awful script in my gallery is that doodle Formaldehyde did of the Lisp Alien. Where do you people come from? :O

Especially you. There was a massive rant I was going to post, but.. no one would read it, and I really haven't said anything in it that I haven't already ranted about. Instead, I reiterate: Fuck everyone and everything.

I'm in a very serious rut. Emotionally, financially, mentally. I'm weighed down by crushing poverty, a psychotic mother that thinks any paycheck or money belongs to her, and it's just tearing me apart, year by year. I need to escape, but I don't know how. All I know is I can't take another year of my mother's abuse. I hoped an extra year or two would give me time enough to learn enough about programming to be able to take an entry level job somewhere and escape sooner, with something that paid a little higher than minimum wage. But I just can't do it. Two years and I've spent more time suffering panic attacks because of dealing with her shit